Day 13

Dear someone i wish i could forgive,

Hahaha my 30 days will soon be 30 weeks instead LOL.

anw, dont have any one i wish i could forgive. I just hate people. But they are forgiven for being such idiots. But i still hate them. Duh. The end.

Day 12

Dear The person who caused you a lot of pain

Hi you happened to be the person who created me ha ha

Hi mummy i love you. but we've been through a lot of pain and hurt together havent we.

Im glad its all over now. I love you mummy, everything will be okay from now on (:

Day 11

A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Hi mama. I miss you like krazy you have NO IDEA. How are you now? Are you able to understand english now?? :D Ghost festival coming in a few days time come back and visit me okay!!!!! But dont give me a scare prz must slowly and steadily k ): hahahah. I've been wanting to go to the temple to see you for the longest time but my plan always fails. I will go down soon okay!!!! Promise! Love you so much.

Anw we renovated the house! Glory said she saw you that day with Gonggong so you probably know already! CHIO RIGHT? Hahahah! Come back soon, i miss you.

(IM NOT CRAZY I JUST MISS MY AHMA ALOT U GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?)

Day 10

Dear someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to,

why hello long-time-no-talk human. Lolz -__- What more can i say, the usual 'So how have you beeeeen!!!!' and stuff duh!

Ok this topic very boring i dont like.

The end.

Day 9

Dear Someone (i wish i could meet),

Maybe the president of North Korea. So i can see what kind of a crazy man still believes in communism.

Day 8

Dear Fav Internet Friend,

Huh but i have none -_____-

The end.

Day 7

Dear Ex-Boyfriend,

Hey. Havent spoken to you since the time we coincidently met on 112, bout a month ago. Talking to you again felt fresh and different. Although we're in the same school now and we barely see each other at all, i felt like you knew exactly how i felt. (: I doubt you even read my blog at all. But if you do, HIIIIII!!!!! Lol!

Hi boy-who-always-thinks-im-in-trouble-with-my-parents. Hahhaha standard. Everytime we talk, you'll ask 'so whats wrong this time?' Yesyes i know i led a troubled teen life when i was with you. Thanks for being there for me during tt crazy period in my life. (:

Hey nut. Havent spoken to you since a year ago. So, how are you? I barely know you anymore, sad to say. You know i'll say hi if you do.

Day 6

Dear Stranger,

Would you like to exchange lives with me?

Let me tell you bout mine.

Im 17, turning 18 in october. I live in a family of 5, 2 elder sisters, 2 parents (duh) and Glory. My part-time Mum since the day i was born. I studied in Tao Nan Primary, prestigious school, yet ended up in the worst EM2 class, often mixing around with the Em3's. This didnt do much to me. I still managed to land in a not-so-bad school, Compassvale Secondary. I was in the 2nd best class (no idea how i did it), but dropped to being in the worst class Secondary 2. Everything just sort of rolled downhill thereafter. Scored 14 points for my O'levels with much hard work in the last 3 months before the big O's. Wanted to go into Nursing, which obviously didnt go through. Then decided upon a Design course, (interior design/product design/industrial design) ended up in Early Childhood Education thanks to my dear mum and her amazing ability to persuade and twist minds.
Life in Early Childhood isnt easy, the prospects arent great either. Maybe the only good thing that comes out of it is that people applaud you for being able to handle children. And be a good Mum in the future. Thats about it.

I have an amazing boyfriend as of now. He's Low Cai Xing and an angel in disguise. Of course we get into small quarrels and angsty moments. But they rarely last. You'll always manage to cool down once you see his angelic face and sweet actions.

I have a sister who you can count on no matter what. Except when u ask her 'do i look fatter?' She'll just 'Tsk' and continue doing her stuff hehe.

I have a gang of mates you can meet up with no matter what circumstances you're under. They will always manage to cheer you up. (: I met them when i was in Compassvale Secondary. They are a bunch of awesome people and you'll not regret meeting them, for sure. Also, a group of girlies suffering in Early Childhood Education with me as well. Happy days with them exceed expectations most of the time.

So yeah, that somewhat wraps up my life. What about yours?

The grass always seems greener on the other side doesnt it.

Day 5

Dear Dreams,

I wish i could control your every detail, it would make sleep the most glorious thing in the world. I would be able to live in an imaginary world, personalized by myself. I could fly, I could kill, I could do anything i want. Imagine if we had great plans for my future dreams, just like how come people have plans for their future in reality. I'd want to live among animals in the safari. They'd all be able to speak. We'd go flying together, imagine elephants flying like Dumbo!

If i could control my dreams, i'd go back in time and live life from young; exactly the way i want it to be. I'd go into the future and put myself in different situations. I'd go on an adventure. Try everything i can till i find what i love most and do just that in reality.

If i could control you, all i'd look forward to in life is sleep. -_____-

thats not too nice. Ok im glad i cant control you. But i still wish i could. a tiny weeny bit.

Day 4

Dear Sister,

Hello sisterlz. So grad to have you around reely. Can talk bout almost anything to you, even parents hehe best Cuz you know how i feeeel!!!!! Still wish i had a younger sister all the time but awh still v glad to have you. I'll prolly trust your judgement in future impt decisions like 'SHLD I MARRY HIM?' so please make good decisions for my sake ok! hehehe. I still want my thailand trip ok ok ok ok ) : i miss wrecking the old house. Where we can stick pisai on the wall and no one will even notice cuz the walls are so cui (OK JOKE). But dont u miss that old house!!!! Wereally had zero rules in that house. Even using a knife to scrape the floor was fine. Sigh. Now i cant even drip water ) : Lolz. We could even play hockey at the 'living room' upstairs!!!!!! Fun times.

Rmb all our house pets. omg can make life story bout our pets. Cant blive we used to have parrots. or birds. or whatever they were. and a bulldog?! and 3 cats. and hamsters who ate each other. and monkey (aw i miss that furball fucker who took him away shld die).

We've all changed so much since young. I used to be a boy... ish.... Look at me nao. LOL. And GORY omg she ah voice projection gets better everyday. So does her water wastage. and brain dictionary!!!!! powderhoo. I miss the times when we were young and we'd go to the airport or zoo or beach just for the fun of it. Mummy so old alr damn sad. Next time when we have kids we bring them out tgt ok. They must be very good cousins hehehe. (:

ok i change alot of weird topics alr i know. Love you sisterlz deepdeep never die mwackz.

Day 3

Dear Parents,

Aiya, i've said my piece in my previous post longlong ago rdy! But nevertheless, thank you for evrything dear parents.

Day 2

Dear Crush,

If you dont already know, you're actually my lover/boyf/baby and blahblahblah yes, you get my point hehehe. My life has changed quite a bit since i've gotten closer to you. Before i met you, i was on the verge of giving up school and just throwing myself into the working industry, not thinking of the consequences. But you made me stop and think. You reminded me about family ties. You showed me yours, and it was through meeting your family that i realised what a real down to earth family situation felt like. It felt happy and relaxing. It was then that i knew what i wanted to work towards; being happy with a family of my own, just like yours. I gave up my old views on how a family should be. I had a new goal. And that motivated me so much to carry on and pull through no matter how hard things can be. I love you so much for being a tower of strength, I hope that all the dreams we've dreamt of together will come true one day. Love you baby (:

Day 1

Dear Best Friend,

We may not be close, as in knowing each other's daily routines, but i know that whatever happens, i'll have you to rely on. We spend the happiest times together no matter what circumstances we both are under. We may be leading sort of different lives now, but it makes no difference to me. I can call you anytime, anyday, and you will always make time for me. And i know i'll do the same for you.

We do the most random things together, at the weirdest times, and it always happens to be a last minute idea we both thought of. I probably have the largest collection of photos with you, although we rarely meet! I know i can trust your judgement in fashion, friends and almost everything, actually. You always manage to slap me awake from my weird ideas and dreams. And im so glad you do!

Awh i dont really know what to say to you now, but the weirdest thing is whenever we meet (like once in weeks!) theres never that awkward silence thingy that happens with others. Either of us will pop up with a statement and we'll start talking non stop from there on!

Whatever it isssss,

Love you so much Best Frienddd! ( :